Era: 1880-1895
Overview
This letter was never mailed. She has begun it twice before and torn both pages.
She has returned to The Elms, built near the waters she came to in 1882. She goes to the third floor. She stands outside a room at the end of the corridor for longer than she can account for.

My dear Clara,
I am writing to you from The Elms at Excelsior Springs, though I do not think I shall send this letter. I have begun it twice before and torn both pages. I do not know what I mean to say, and I am not certain that saying it would help.
We were here before, as you know. Seven years ago. You asked me once why I returned and I gave you a reasonable answer. I do not remember now what it was.
The waters are the same. The attendant is new — younger, a girl not yet twenty, who has not yet learned that some guests prefer not to be spoken to. I do not mind her. She means well.
The hotel was not here when we last came to the springs. It opened only a few years before this visit. Already it has the quality of a place that intends to endure. The dining room is very fine and the carpets are new throughout. I took supper there alone last evening. There was a family at the large table near the window — a mother and father and three children, loud and very well. I watched them for a while. Then I did not. I found I could not bear their ease, which is an uncharitable thing to write and therefore perhaps the truest.
I have been to the third floor. I stood in the corridor for some time before going to my own room. There is a room at the end of the hall and I stood at the door for longer than I can account for. I do not know why I do this. The room is occupied. It was always going to be.
I wanted to write to you because there are things I have not said, and I thought that perhaps if I
Clara, I am going to fold this letter now and put it in my case. I may send it when I am home. I may not.
Your loving sister,
L.
Still Waters is a narrative series inspired by the history of The Elms Hotel & Spa in Excelsior Springs, Missouri. Each story blends documented history, local lore, and original storytelling. While many places, people, and events are rooted in the historical record, the letters, journals, conversations, and personal accounts are works of historical fiction created to bring the past to life.
Some imagery featured throughout the series is created or enhanced using artificial intelligence as a visual storytelling tool. These images are intended to help interpret a time, place, or atmosphere when authentic historical photography is unavailable and should not be viewed as archival photographs or representations of documented historical events.
Our goal is not to recreate history exactly as it happened, but to honor the people, places, and moments that shaped The Elms and the community surrounding it through stories that could have been told by those who lived them.